Well, its been awhile, I decided it was too difficult to quit and stay quit over the holidays. I felt guilt, shame, and regret, but also resigned. What a difference a year makes. I am on day seven and I feel great. I had one day of alcohol craving, more escape craving but other than that this is going smoothly. I'm on fire at work, I have been social, energetic, and just plain happy. Pink cloud? Yep, but I think I'll ride it out. I am doing this, I feel different. Once I make it to Saturday, it will be the longest I have been sober in three years. This is it, it has to be. I am doing Belle's 100 day challenge. I know if won't be easy, but I am going to do this. Life feels better without the lethargy of alcohol. I essentially shut down in the evening.
Good for you. Glad you're back!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I am so glad to be back!
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